ZEN

I'm just trying to go where I never Been
You can't have my soul I need all of It
Everyday a toast I woke up again
Cuz
I be feeling empty simply I ain't shit
You ain't got save me I ain't ask for Shit
Ptsd safety off I will commit
Why they want to see me fail idk
Some just say they love you
So they can get close
This life I live is overloaded
Ain't no Hope
Still Constant failure
But
I come right back for more
What else can I say
I'm already out the door
Their sleep on me for sure
That I just ignore
This music is to lure
Pure consequence galore
I cant loose no more
Fuck it what's in store
I know lifes a bitch
I made her come some more
Most get lost and stripped from
What really makes us more
Dam I really miss those times
like way before
All this back and forth no peace
No end to war
I'm heavily influenced from your lies of course
Now everyones hardcore and telling All of sorts
I just move low key like my voice in a Chorus
I can only be me
Your life's not my course!
I guess I'll never be free until that Day of course
Until then I won't reason what you Waiting for?
Where do I begin? my life came back again.
I was just reminiscing about ya
where you been?
Look at where you at?
How you gone get out of this?
I'm focused in my zen I keep a hold on zen.
I use to worry about the future
Now its here
You Still tripping even though I'm Further than intended
Some switched up on me pressured
By whispers near
I been on this road
No more debris it's endless
Ain't nothing left for me
Nothing else to fear
Different ain't to common probably
Cuz who cares.
I look up what a view from solitude
In my head!
Here I go again
I hope to leave the past
I never got my chance I went through hellish shit
I know I'ma mess no I can't pretend
Yeah I'm right on track
locomotive shit
Hear me out instead
That's just all I'm asking
I'm just trying to go where I never Been
You can't have my soul I need all of It
Everyday a toast I woke up again
Cuz
I be feeling empty simply I ain't shit