I'm Not Better

Do you think I'm better because I said I'm better? 
Did you take my word? Don't you wish you could
I don't wanna come back, I'm not ready yet
You said 'take some time' but I'm still not fine

You were slumped down, slipped to the ground
In the kitchen, on the dirty floor
I watched you cry, I want to
Cry about it too but I can't

Do you think I'm better because I said I'm better? 
Did you take my word? Don't you wish you could
I don't wanna come back, I'm not ready yet 
You said 'take some time' but I'm still not fine

You went up to Bellingham, you 
Told me she was important to
You, but I stayed, oh but I stayed
I couldn't be what you needed
I couldn't be what you needed

I'm not better, I don't know whether
It's the cold weather, maybe I'm just missing her
I'm not bitter, I don't think I want
Anyone to blame
Maybe that's why I'm so tired
I'm so fucking tired