I'm A Mess

Try not to wake me up, cause I don't feel too good
I’m tired of miracles and being so understood
Let’s all be difficult and never try too hard
Let’s all be critical of those who show their heart

If this sounds typical then congratulate yourself
I’m proud I'm miserable but don't tell anyone because I’m breaking down

Maybe I’m just lost they said
Maybe I’m just tired or dead inside
Something’s wrong with me
Maybe that’s just how I am
Maybe I’m a mess and I ain’t gonna change

So tired of being old and feeling cold and numb
So tired of being told I'm acting young and dumb
I’m not as quick to say that I wish I could quit
I gave up on giving up and lost myself a bit trying to be a ghost

I don’t wanna be here
I don't wanna be there
I don't wanna be anywhere
I don’t wanna be here
I don't wanna be there

Save your breath because I don't care
Hold your breath we may need the air
I write the bastard songs, they make me feel alive
I like the saddest songs and pretending I’m alright
But maybe its just me
Or maybe I’m just fine with it

Finally proud to live inside my own skin
Maybe that’s just who I am
Maybe I’m a mess
Maybe I’m just lost they said
Maybe I’m just tired or dead inside

Something’s wrong with me?
Maybe that’s just how I am
Maybe I’m a mess
Baby, that’s just how I am, I am just a mess
And I don't wanna change