Anchor Not a Sail

The weight I carry on my back
Could be anchors on a boat
Maybe that's why I can't swim
Baby I can barely float
Maybe that's why I prevail
Where the men before me failed
Maybe that's why I'm so stubborn
I'm an anchor not a sail
I'm an anchor not a sail
The pounding that's inside my chest
Feels like hammers breaking bones
Maybe that's why I can't sleep
Why I'm always drunk and stoned
Maybe that's why I prevail
Where the men before me failed
Maybe that's why I'm so careless
I'm a hammer loving nail
I'm a hammer loving nail
There's words I keep inside my mouth
Just like freight trains on a track
Maybe that's why I get mad
And I can't hold nothing back
Maybe that's why I prevail
Where the men before me failed
Maybe that's why I'm so reckless
I'm a freight train off the rails
I'm a freight train off the rails
I'm your freight train off the rails