​depression

I've worn these socks for three days straight
My hygiene's down the fucking drain
And I don't care about myself
I'm sick and tired of people telling me to get my shit together
Got the world ahead of me
I've tried but it's easier to sleep a bit more
My shoulders feel heavier and heavier
Can't recognize my face when I look in the mirror
Are they dead or just tired?

I just wanna put dirt on my fucking face
Live in the woods and don’t go to waste my life on a 9 to 5
I wanna be alive
Don't wanna waste my time
I wanna be alive
I can't sleep at night without my knuckles white
Don't wanna waste my time
I wanna be alive
I can't sleep at night without my knuckles white
Don't wanna waste my time
I wanna be alive