Julz Voicemail

Today it uh, marks a year
Since Mom was gone, and um

I miss her, I miss her a lot you know, I just

It's so hard to see someone, just spiral downward
And you beg and you plead and believe for them to get better
And they don't

I honestly, I honestly don't know what I would've done if I didn't have you
With me during this

Because like losing her, is like, it's like losing, like losing a limb
Sometimes you think it's there, when it's not still
I just like

I am so grateful for you, because I really, I really mean it
If I didn't have you, I don't know how I woulda get through

And it's like you know, I know Mom is with us, and I know Grandpa is with us
And Pop, and everyone has our back, and they're just protecting us
From-from bad things, from negative energy
Just all of it, and they're just blessing us
And, it's just really gonna be our year

So happy for you, I'm so proud of you
You just, you're doing everything that you always ever wanted to do
And it's just so good

It's just, I remember back in Roanoke Court
When you had the microphone in your room
And you would always be rappin' on there
And you made a song for Mom
Or you made a whole playlist for Mom for Mother's Day
And she played that shit, every fucking day
I swear, everyday