Million Thoughts

Million thoughts weighting on my soul
Now I just let those thoughts go like a crossing on a road
When you listen to me flow I’m bound to take you on journey
Inside d mind of fox I hope you worthy
I’m nearly 30 shit I woke the other day
Got Bombarded by a bunch of messages
That don’t mean nothing
From a bunch people tryna heal from sutten
I feel the trauma already n u ain’t gotta speak
But how many can I save without saving me

Million thoughts weighting on my brain
Thinking back to primary school n it won’t ever be the same
Kinda miss it kinda sad it’s in the distance
Are pessimist or optimistic?
What’s your life purpose or you stuggle on the surface
Tryna find faith was like a needle in them churches
Gave you clean 16s swear the prophets In the verses
A proficy should co exist while living in monogamy
But are u listening properly

A million thoughts on my mental
Gotta take the blaim not be regretful
I make an adult close there eyes for the geometry
An listen while I spin head like lottery
Kinda scientific u like my rhymes innit
Teachers on my back about detention while im living
Then prison officers wen left the college entrance
Smoking came first then addiction briefly mentioned
But how I’m supposed to fund my habit
Wid out no cabbage swear my lifestyle was so callous

Million thoughts on ma brain,
Think before I speak, because I got something to say,
I awakened to this Unknown vision I didn’t change,
I see bandwagons rolling down roads that they didn’t pave
In it to win it admittedly in a race,
It’s a shame it’s a human one,
The amount of hurdles determined by the colour of your face
Path splits a million different ways

20/20 vision I’m spitting up on a stage
This world is actually changing,
Need to come to terms with the fact it’s actually makeshift
You have to be the change, now I’m practicing changes,
Everytime we hold a W back to the basics
I ain’t chilling in the W splashing ma wages
Grinding for ma family No matter what the case is,
Blood runs deeper than blood

And so trust I got family From many different places,
I see them in ma dreams but it’s like ma demons are faceless,
Music is my lover and you could never replace this
Women are not my priority I’m tryna buy a property
Tryna find ma lucky numbers in this life lottery
Under new knowledge Design a prophesy
Coming from a place we Didn’t even have a pot to pee,
Grab my stresses by the neck and then tie em up On a beat