Mine to Mold

[Intro]
I guess I felt alone
My anxious eyes had lost all signs of hope
(Set to self explode)
(Set to self explode)
Are you out there?
(Can you hear me?)
(Can you hear me?)
Are you out there listening, and do you care at all?

[Verse 1]
All of the poets that I know
Tell me that I need to move on
That I gotta let it go
That I never needed anyone
What if I'm an optimist with common sense
And everything I ever did was 'cause of this?
I fully know the consequence
Why'd you let it come to this?

[Chorus]
It's getting hard to live
Fighting not to leave
I don't wanna spend my life searching
Standing on your porch
Begging on my knees
Take a little hit of what I need
Can you hear me?
I'm leaving
Can you hear me?
I'm leaving
But I don't wanna go

[Verse 2]
To see a miracle up close
Not just in scholar notes
I swear I miss your voice
Not the sacraments and smoke
Do I believe in happenstance or destiny?
Tell me, is it left to chance or meant to be?
Still waiting on those promises
I made myself and never kept

[Chorus]
It's getting hard to live
Fighting not to leave
I don't wanna spend my life searching
(Spend my life searching)
Standing on your porch
Begging on my knees
Take a little hit of what I need
Can you hear me?
I'm leaving
Can you hear me?
I'm leaving
But I don't wanna go

[Outro]
I guess I felt alone
My anxious eyes now fight to find the hope
No matter how this goes, the future's mine to mold
I can hear the whispers
I can hear you whisper
I'm giving this my all