Wedding Gown

I can see you in my dreams
I can see you in my dreams

I can see you in my dreams in a wedding gown
Hopin' you can see I didn't mean to let you down
Copin' with the drugs tryna stop myself from gettin' out
All I know love, that I feel better when you're around
Put your trust above anyone else that I ever loved
Always feelin' stuck, but you can pick me right out the mud when I'm underground
You're the only one that's with me now

Struggle with my self image
Always starin' in the mirror wishin' that I'm lookin different
Can I find a way to live my life with it
One minute
Now I'm having fun living, they livid
Nobody wants to see a man that is on a mission
Everyone sucks but we can find a way to fix this
But if we can't I understand
Just take my hand girl don't be scared
I'm not afraid cuz I know you care

I can see you in my dreams in a wedding gown
Hopin' you can see I didn't mean to let you down
Copin' with the drugs tryna stop myself from gettin out
All I know love, that I feel better when you're around
Put your trust above anyone else that I ever loved
Always feelin' stuck, but you can pick me right out the mud when I'm underground
You're the only one that's with me now

Life's really worth more than you think it is
I think I had to fight in the beginning with some worthlessness
Now I'm steady winnin', earnin my way to the tip top
Using my verse to vent a bit but shit go follow my TikTok
I know it's meant to be
Eventually, we sense we in the center of bout everything
When nobody can know a thing
Just thinkin' bout that diamond ring
She callin' my phone ring ring
Just thinkin' bout that diamond ring yeah
I'm not carin' if I said it now
Let it out
In the clouds, happy now
Know I make my momma proud
And they astounded
How can this fuckin' kid
Learn to spit produce and mix
In a year or less, I never quit
Never quit
That's the only way I know how to live, how to live, how to live
Never give up
How to live, never give up

I can see you in my dreams in a wedding gown
Hopin' you can see I didn't mean to let you down
Copin' with the drugs tryna stop myself from gettin' out
All I know love, that I feel better when you're around
Put your trust above anyone else that I ever loved
Always feelin' stuck, but you can pick me right out the mud when I'm underground
I'm not talkin' now
You're the only one that's with me now

I can see you in my dreams in a wedding gown
Hopin' you can see I didn't mean to let you down
Copin' with the drugs tryna stop myself from gettin' out
All I know love, that I feel better when you're around
Put your trust above anyone else that I ever loved
Always feelin stuck, but you can pick me right out the mud when I'm underground
You're the only one that's with me now