Alone (feat. Breana Marin)

I don’t want to stand alone
Cause sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it’s me against the world even when I got you
So I try to hide this big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal
Yea i woke up but I don't wanna get out of bed
Go to my 9-5 and just be lost in my head
But i cant afford to miss another day (Shit)
Gonna be short on rent I need another day (Shift)
It gets intimidating when I think about life
Cause it gets harder everyday just tryin to survive
Seems I'm working full shifts just to Nickle and Dime
Guess you got to eat your scraps before American pie
Its so hard right now not give up and crumble
Feelin low trying hold myself high and humble
But the truth is the realest come straight from the struggle
You more intact with your self overcoming these troubles
But In the face adversity I don't see how I've grown
Yea it weighs on me makes these pieces feel more broken
I try to stay above water but held down by stones
I ain't lonely but right now I shouldn't be alone (Fierce)
I don’t want to stand alone
Cause sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it’s me against the world even when I got you
So I try to hide this big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal
You're my remedy my strength and everything that I love
But sometimes having you by myside just ain't enough
Cause life overcomes you and becomes way to much
These days I see through the view of a half empty cup
So I got liquor on my breath and the smell of a lit cigarette
Cause that's how I was shown to get rid if the stress
I push through what I hate just to have what I love
I been through a lot of shit but I ain't been through enough
Cause if I was I wouldn't easily give people my trust
And be so fuckin devastated when they play me like a drum
So I guess genetically that's just one of my flaws
That I get directly yea straight from my moms
Or its one of my pros cause ill play against the odds
When everyone else is scared cause they might get a lost
But I ain't got shit to loose so ill play at any cost
That's the kind of integrity it takes to make a boss (Fierce)
I don’t want to stand alone
Cause sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it’s me against the world even when I got you
So I try to hide this big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal