ease.

I never feel like anybody knows my face
When someone likes me I just tend to run away
Yeah, maybe it’s the internet that made me this way
this way (yeah)
I got no friends well, I just say I need my space
I do it healthy when I’m on my good days
I know I’m happy cause that’s what they all say
When they say it
Well

Keep saying myself the same stuff everyday
Hope to believe that someday I will feel okay
Starring at myself to see how far I’ve made the way
Are you there? Hey?

I feel at ease for the first time
If that means being lonely and not alright
I sleep with peace through the whole night
Starring at white walls until sunrise
Is self deception the same as when you lie?
Is self deception the same as when you lie?

You can’t expect my texts without any delay
Distracting myself s what I’m doing everyday
What’s the to talk about I’m doing good anyway
Today
Fear being lonely yet I am here on my own
Unless you count the useless matches on the on my phone
God, why do I always feel so alone?
So alone

Keep saying myself the same stuff everyday
Hope to believe that someday I will feel okay
Starring at myself to see how far I’ve made the way
Are you there? Hey?

Lying to myself might change what I feel inside
It might
Cause after all this time I guess it’s right
Half alive

I feel at ease for the first time
If that means being lonely and not alright
I sleep with peace through the whole night
Starring at white walls until sunrise

Is self deception the same as when you lie?
Is self deception the same as when you lie?