Paper Forts

This was literally complicating
I could feel my smile fading
Feel my feelings splattered on the floor
I was seriously contemplating
My heart really needed saving
You left it broken when walking out the door

I sat on the bed trying to figure things out
But, they didn't make sense to me
I was buried in my feelings falling further down
I forgot all of my sanity
I did everything that I ever could
But, I didn't think that you could see
You were everything that took my heart & thoughts
Your water broke through, through my paper forts

I thought this was something to live for
More than anything to die for
Believing somewhere that we can make a change
I could never bear the thought of leaving
I still feel like I did that evening
Can you feel me still trying to keep you safe?

I sat on the bed trying to figure things out
But, they didn't make sense to me
I was buried in my feelings falling further down
I forgot all of my sanity
I did everything that I ever could
But, I didn't think that you could see
You were everything that took my heart & thoughts
Your water broke through, through my paper forts

You know it left me covered there, you know you left me smothered here
You know it left me smothered, you know it left me covered
Deep down under, deep down under

I sat on the bed trying to figure things out
But, they didn't make sense to me (sense to me)
I was buried in my feelings falling further down
I forgot all of my sanity
I did everything that I ever could
But, I didn't think that you could see
You were everything that took my heart & thoughts
Your water broke through, through my paper forts

It's still a little complicated
My heart no longer needs saving
I'm picking up my feelings from the floor