Not

Constant panic
Inside my mind
I don’t know
If I’ll survive

What do you want from me
Am I not enough
People surrounding me
Pretending like they give a fuck

These expectations
Are they even yours
Could it be my thoughts are the only cause

Break my bones
For you have made me weak

Lost in my thoughts
As I start to sink

I don’t want to live
I don’t want to die
I don’t want to live
I don’t want to die

Constantly overthinking
My thoughts are not my own

Fuck what you think of me
I've had enough
People surrounding me
Pretending like they give a fuck

These expectations
Are they even yours
Could it be my thoughts are the only cause

Mend my bones
I now know I can speak
The voice inside
Has pushed me to the brink