Defeated

Feelings have faded and ground away
All this time I've played undefined in reasoned affair

We who seek a reason or why
Are returned defeated in time
We that bleed in reach for the sky
Are interred to cling for dear life

All this ancient forest, I've a nature to burn to the flame
All native grounds that stand defiant of what I've become

Belated it seems all connection to what I could feel
Being trained from a boy not to suffеr has raped all our joy

Yeah, I am another dеvout deliberator
Indecision is love

Visions of the past, a religion of descent
I'm chanting all the time, all the time in turn

Belated it seems all connection to what I could feel
Oh, being trained from a boy not to suffer has raped all our joy
Yeah