Y do u do this to urself?

Hurt yourself is stench
Ye the mental thoughts is stank
And she jus saved your ass
Lost your dignity
Fuck it no one loves you Ez
A mental way to paint

Idek
Why tf she sticks around
Shes perfect
And ik it for a fact she'll be gone
All alone
And ik it for a fact she'll get bored
Then ill hurt

And ik that you'll leave the fact that i'll burn
Got the cycle cyclin
Got my headaches goin soulmates i hope
But at the same time you lead and i wont
I don't wanna be your lil follower

(Ay)
I want that to be reversed
That of wat i stated (Uhn)
Ik that i fail you all (Uhhn)