Okay

You know I been quiet as of late
I been moving silent every day
You think that I slither and I'm fake
But fact is that I'm really not okay
Okay
I've been in a slump, been in a lay
Every day I'm tryna make it change
But I'm losing if I call it all a game

Every day I'm tryna play it safe
Say I'm happy when I really wanna break
Keep it to myself just for your sake
Saying shoot me even if it ain't a game
But I never ever tell you what I say
'Cause I know that you also feel the same
I don't wanna put that on your heart
I don't wanna make you feel pain
All your pain is showing on your arms
I love how it feels up in my brain
Erase the pain with broken razor blades
Lie and say I broke it when I shaved
Every time I lie I feel I changed
I'm guilty and I kill it with the blade
I know that this habit gotta change
It's a feeling even I cannot evade

You know I been quiet as of late
I been moving silent every day
You think that I slither and I'm fake
But fact is that I'm really not okay
Okay
I've been in a slump, been in a lay
Every day I'm tryna make it change
But I'm losing if I call it all a game