Loner

Trying to find the right words to fill up my head with
Got a lot of thoughts but don't know how to put it in a sentence
Try to teach me how to speak but I don't know where my mind is
I just want to stay at home
Got a lot of enemies but I don't think I mind it
Whenever people don't know they won't hide behind it
I just want to stay at home
I'm just trying to stay afloat
I just want to stay at home
The light outside is blinding
I won't go 'til I find it
Got a car but don't know how to put it in drive
Going out with friends sounds like a waste of my time
Take the time to educate
I don't need a lovers' break
I just think I'll stay at home
I don't got the energy to put up my fences
So I have to pray to God that all my sins are mended
I'm not good at taking risks
Don't want to be the one to miss
Out on all the finer things
I just want to stay at home
I'm just trying to stay afloat
I just want to stay at home
The light outside is blinding
I won't go 'til I find it
Got a car but don't know how to put it in drive
Going out with friends sounds like a waste of my time
Take the time to educate
I don't need a lovers' break
I just think I'll stay at home
I'm just a nobody a homebody a bad friend
I'm just a nobody a homebody a bad friend
I'm just a nobody a homebody a bad friend
I'm just a nobody a homebody a bad friend
I'm just a nobody a homebody a bad friend
I just want to stay at home
I'm just trying to stay afloat
I just want to stay at home
The light outside is blinding
I won't go 'til I find it
Got a car but don't know how to put it in drive
Going out with friends sounds like a waste of my time
Take the time to educate
I don't need a lovers' break
I just think I'll stay at home
I don't even want to go I think I'll just stay at home
I don't want to take a risk on something that could fall apart
I'm just a nobody, a homebody a bad friend
I just want to stay at home
I'm just trying to stay afloat
I just want to stay at home
The light outside is blinding
I won't go 'til I find it
Got a car but don't know how to put it in drive
Going out with friends sounds like a waste of my time
Take the time to educate
I don't need a lovers' break
I just think I'll stay at home