Longer

When you are far I change, undo the pain
But when you're not I see me kneeling, repentant
I'm avoiding the tears that reminds me of old memories
To stare at the eyes once blinded by fear

I heard you whispering
Realizing that we are no longer the same
I feel your heart crumbling over again…

But now I'm stronger cause I can reject my stance
Begging you not to see me as I do
Forgive me and help me to forgive myself too

I'm not wasting my time, waiting for you
It has been a long year alone, for we both
I've been deceiving my love while you destroyed yours
And that made you forget.... that I still care

The game we're playing
Will hurt only if you deny what you feel
And then there will be nothing to ease up my pain

But now I'm stronger cause I can reject my stance
Begging you not to see me as I do
Forgive me and help me to forgive myself too

But I still hope this distance can get us closer
Just for a day or longer, no matter,
Just if that's what we want