How Far I Am From All

I'm not conscious of what is right & what is wrong
I can't worship or condemn anything
Because there is nothing in this world that deserves to be known
I feel an acrid taste for life, a diabolical & bestial bitterness

Even death seems to me insipid
I can't define this dificult bitterness
I belive in nothing now & I haven't the minimum hope
All that seduces you seems to me a empty, senseless

I do not posses the feeling of the past nor the future
Present seems to me a venom
My desperation leads me forcefully towards
A lack of all hope
As now I have nothing to lose

How far I am from all!!!