In Vain

You always think I am, I am the one to bear the blame
But you don't even admit you're the leader of the shame
I can't tell you how much I hate you right now
I hope you'll find out, someday, somehow
You showed me that all my deeds where in vain
I offered my life, my thoughts, my fear
I walked back to the roots of this hell
To freak out myself
Did you ever know what's right or wrong?
I wish that I could fly out of hell
And from destiny's fall
How could I've been so blind?
Cheated from behind
You've always been with her
You told me you've been nowhere
I gave you all I had but it seemed not to be enough
'Cause you were drunken like times before
All you do is treating, treating me roughly, abject
Do you feel, do you feel a belonging anymore?
...anymore?
You taught me how to hate you
I admit you taught me well
But I'm tired of hating you
How could I've been so blind?
Cheated from behind
You've always been with her
You told me you've been nowhere
You taught me how to hate you
I admit you taught me well
But I'm tired of hating you
'Cause I have enough of going through hell
'Cause I have enough of going through hell
Of going through hell
You always think I am, I am the one to bear the blame
But you don't even admit you're the leader of the shame
I can't tell you how much I hate you right now
I hope you'll find out, someday, somehow
How could I've been so blind?
Cheated from behind
You've always been with her
You told me you've been nowhere
Nowhere!