LOST POINT

I'm at a lost point
Who to trust my biggest question
Seen my friends turn their back on me
No hesitation
Tried so hard to keep on track but man my thoughts are wrecking
They all listened to one side I never had no helping
This is for the ones that left me there when I would cry out
This is for the ones i would've fought for till my times out
They all got theirs and i think it's time I get mine now
Yeah

All was running through my head was
Why did you do it
When you put it the way that she did
You'd think that I was stupid
Course it was stupid but you don't know the half of it do you?
Let me break it down to ya, look
Playing games with me
Tryna take from me
Never rated me
I wish i could take back all the memories
You don't even deserve to be a name to me
Your just a representation of all pain in me

Ever been so low you question if another day is worth it
Had the whole town on my back and they all listened to that bullshit
Couldn't even show my side so I just let it slide and took it
Most of them don't even know the shit ive had to deal wit, fuck it
Better than I ever been i beg one of you come and push it
Scars in my mind, I don't know bout concussion
I blew it all away like the cali i be crushing
One thing I know love don't really mean nothin

When your broke apart, true colours show
they glow up in the dark
I could see the light up in the sky
So I picked up the pad
Father left when I was young
So my kids gonna have a dad
I always my try my best
So when it ain't enough I'm fucking mad
Never switched my back on no one
Never told them where they at
Put food on his plate
but there won't be a time he'll owe me back
Wont say that I'll die for someone
But if it's on that's where I'm at
Don't want no comparisons
My own lane is where I'm at

I just wish you understand
I just wish you understand
The pain you put me through
I wouldn't ever wish it on no man
And I told you before, baby girl I got a plan
No way, no way, no way

I'm at a lost point
Who to trust my biggest question
Seen my friends turn their back on me
No hesitation
Tried so hard to keep on track but man my thoughts are wrecking
They all listened to one side I never had no helping
This is for the ones that left me there when I would cry out
This is for the ones i would've fought for till my times out
They all got theirs and i think it's time I get mine now
Yeah