Jewellery

It's ok if I don't think about it
It's not ok if I do
You lost your necklace and I think I found it
I think I saw it on someone new
So I shut my mind off
Pretend I'm blinded
And that I don't find it
Hard to breathe
But I've seen it
Now I know you mean it
And it's just too hard to see
Her in your jewellery
This hurts more than anything
I'm ok if I don't think about it
I'm not ok if I do
I blocked your number and I think about it
Think about it when I'm with someone new
So I shut my mind off
Pretend I'm blinded
And that I don't find it
Hard to breathe
But I've seen it
Now I know you mean it
And it's just too hard to see
Her in your jewellery
This hurts more than anything
Please tell me that it's fake
And that I'm seeing things through the pain
Is this just another way to try and feel ok
I'm just tryna be ok
Her in your jewellery
This hurts more than anything