My Script

This that life I been living wit
Same life I can't get over wit
So let me narrate my own script
Let me narrate my own script
School in North Carolina, holidays in D.C
Summers in Maryland, every year on repeat
See, those who know me know I split life
From Rocky Mount, Tarboro
To District Heights
Shootin' hoops, at the run and shoot The only shots known to keep you out that institute
Life in Tarboro, once my mother said I do
Introduce ello to them southern country roots
Yeah, a lot that y'all don't know about When mistaken identity got me knocked out
My mother had just stretched my leash out
Then flashbacks of my brother came from a new route
That pain is indescribable
Imagine half of your head gray by the afternoon
You'll use more lines than Roman numerals to numb the pain of your child's funeral, yeah
This that life I been living wit
Same life I can't get over wit
So let me narrate my own script
This that life I been living wit
Same life I can't get over wit
So let me narrate my own script
Let me narrate my own script
This too much for me to write
Cryin' at night, cause I don't remember what he sounded like
I act goofy, plus I hate to fight, cause my brother won his last one, so they took his life
Describe me as a stereotype
Still don't know what my father looks like
As a youth I seen rocks out like grave sites
Not those, the ones you burn in a glass pipe
Careful on what I'm mentioning
Depending on what I say can be real triggering
To myself, my mother, or those who's listening
We don't need the ghost of the past revisitin', nah
Smart never applied myself
Chasing women as my parents supply my wealth
If not parents, it was refund checks
That's why I'm deep in debt, lacking financial skill sets
Captain of a sinking ship, I'm still on deck
Not enough in college, graduated, still seeking sex
Blowing money on shoes like interviews with complex
Body numb from stress, deep depressed, no need for percocets
You should never live off regrets
But I have more liabilities than
assets
Spending money an addiction worse than cigarettes
A transaction is required to purchase that
This that life I been living wit
Same life I can't get over wit
So let me narrate my own script
Let me narrate my own script