SsRi Zombie Sunrise

I ain't been able to think for the last three weeks
And I walk up in the building. Everybody, look at me!
When I walk into the function. Everyone, stare at me!
When I try to tell a joke nobody laughs at me
When I try to conversate with any-fucking-body
I just can't relate to any-fucking-body
I make everyone afraid when they are around me
I make everybody uncomfortable just at the sight of me
To be honest, I don't even care
SSRI sunshine and I'm walking on air
It's been like this for 2 plus years
I talk to my peers, thеy look at me weird
They know I'm a queer, thеy don't know the full scale
I wanna talk like a girl, I don't know why I don't
I gotta push myself further, I gotta stop giving a fuck
I gotta stop [?], I gotta say "Fuck it"
It's okay, it doesn't matter
Imma get to this money like Mick Jagger
I'm just a kid and stepping outside, call me a youngster
My life is written in a book, we starting a new chapter
My life is really strange, all the coincidences happenin'
I was steppin' outside in the rain goin' to the gas station
To get a drink and steal some things
I wasn't paying no mind to a class or a teacher or a boss or anything like that mane