​i’ve been thinking

I’ve been thinking about how you touched me then
I’ve been thinking about how you were my friend

I remember the way that you moved
I’ve been thinking of things we could do

It’s that moment before when we could have stopped
What a chemical thing I should be let off

Why do all the bad things feel so good?
Would you do it again? I would

I’ve been thinking about your life before
Did she know we were out? Does she know it’s more?

Is it terrible that I don’t care?
All I see is your hands in my hair
It’s so terrible that we don’t care
All I want is your hands in my hair