New Life

Man I'm tryna chase a new life
Every time I look up all a nigga see is dark skies
Man I been so patient, God when it's gon be my time
A new life, a new life

Let's take a step into what my life's like
Woke up with depression and fell asleep with aggression
You can't say I love you these days it's like a confession
Damn, I said I love I guess that shits my confession

Gotta keep it classic, I'm toting Lethal Weapon
Put that boy on Death Row, these bullets Lethal Injections
Man I sit and wonder if I'm gon make it to Heaven
Lord I hope you hear me, cause I'm so tired of begging

I'm just tryna right my wrongs
Tryna heal the damage for some hearts, that I helped torn
When it comes to love, that's a dub, I'll take the loss
Momma told me love is scary and she wasn't wrong

If I was a backstabber, you gave me the knife
Niggas wanna laugh at my pain, it ain't right
When it come to loyalty, these niggas thinking twice
Brother got a problem, guaranteed ima ride

I apologize if this is not the life you wanted
If we all could have it all, then what's the fucking purpose
Man I'm getting tired of being disappointed

Man I'm tryna chase a new life
Every time I look up all a nigga see is dark skies
Man I been so patient, God when it's gon be my time
All a nigga ever fucking wanted was a new life, a new life

Man I'm tryna chase a new life
Every time I look up all a nigga see is dark skies
Man I been so patient, God when it's gon be my time
All a nigga ever fucking wanted was a new life, a new life

To you I must be joking
Can't put shit back together, once it's already broken
My heart opened up to you, baby don't make me close it
If it is murder, then you know she fucking wrote it baby

Hold let me get my thoughts together
You said we could beat it all, rise above it together
You said we could make it through baby, yea any weather
The voice that's in my head, it ain't getting no better

I just got to take my time wit
Ima slide in it
Then ima see if you really vibe wit me
And I fuck wit you because yo vibe different
Yeah

Man I'm tryna chase a new life
Every time I look up all a nigga see is dark skies
Man I been so patient, God when it's gon be my time
All a nigga ever fucking wanted was a new life, a new life

Man I'm tryna chase a new life
Every time I look up all a nigga see is dark skies
Man I been so patient, God when it's gon be my time
All a nigga ever fucking wanted was a new life, a new life