Anhedonia (Sad Blue Forever)

[Verse 1]
I tried to save the good days
And keep them close to my heart
But there are days when I wanna
Shut the world down

And I’m afraid it was not enough
I played pretend but I got it wrong
There’s some things that I forgot
And there are some I’ll never know

[Pre-Chorus 1]
I don’t want to feel like a lost cause
But everywhere I hear the sirens
There’s a warning sign in front of me
(Flowers and roses and daisies and pain)

[Chorus]
Nothing makes me happy anymore
(Sad bluе forever)
I drown in the darknеss all alone
(Sad blue forever)
I don’t want to cry anymore
(Sad blue forever)
I just want to feel like I belong
(Sad blue forever)

[Verse 2]
So I’m still here
Swimming in the dark blue water
Lost inside my mind
Nowhere to be found

I thought it was the best plan to follow
Revive my last days of freedom
I’ve beaten my fears and my shadows
But I’m still feeling hollow

[Pre-Chorus 2]
I've looked for ways to feel again
Everything I lost before the fire
But nothing I do will make me wake up
I’m lost in the nothing forever

[Chorus]
Nothing makes me happy anymore
(Sad blue forever)
I drown in the darkness all alone
(Sad blue forever)
I don’t want to cry anymore
(Sad blue forever)
I just want to feel like I belong
(Sad blue forever)

[Bridge]
Can I break down without crashing?
Can I scream out in silence?
Can I stop pretending I’m happy?
Can I get free if I keep crying?

[Chorus]
Nothing makes me happy anymore
(Sad blue forever)
I drown in the darkness all alone
(Sad blue forever)
I don’t want to cry anymore
(Sad blue forever)
I just want to feel like I belong
(Sad blue forever)

[Outro]
(Sad blue forever)