22 Trips

Sun around
Dotted all my lines, now we finna bound
Cause I been holding to my prayers like the holy book
I'm on the ropes
Look into my eyes, you can see the most
Momma had it till she lost them both
I been chasing ghosts
In this room, I been crying tears
In my spiritual duels with my demons
I been facing all my fears
Being free was the only mission when I needed love
Moments passing by
Like beads on a string
I never say goodbye
I know you cried a lot, when they broke the news
Life around you, felt like a doom
Knocking all the doors down, just to find the truth
In this earth
Pain turn to ash
Had to bless my own turf, digging out the roots
Had to grow my own soul
God provided as a tool
I know you see me down
I know you feel me now
I know I should've coped, but instead I wait around
Thoughts passing by, how you only live once
Waste it all to your money and your drugs
I know you always struggled, but you made it out the rut
Pay it out with your mothers hug
A flower never grow, if it never rains
In between of all this madness, I was staying sane
I was calling out your name
22 trips around the sun, tryna stay sane
Yeah