Back To Me

I met you one day
And the next day you met me again
On a Sunday
Then we kept meeting pretty often
From being a stranger to being a regular it felt like magic
And it was just a matter of a night I realised I'm an addict
You took my stress away
Cuz of which I started taking you everyday
Sometimes you'd give me a hard time
And you'd take my breath away
But most of the time it was just your presence that mattered
Soon as I realised I'm an addict not having you had me shattered and shaking and Shivering vomiting
Either crying or complaining
You're my sun on the rainy days
You were with me for many days
Many say that you're bad for my health
But you took the pain off my chest
They said that you'll fucking kill me
But I still took you regardless
I started taking you in the quantity of 3 to 5
Sometimes more cuz man you're fine
And it felt like you're only mine
In just a blink of my eye
You became my regular guy
My homie my dawg and my lover our fucking hearts collide
In no time you got so close to me it just left me surprised
Nobody except you understands how I feel deep inside
Cuz everytime that I took you reached my lungs and you purified my pain but at the Same time you got my lungs polluted, why
So many times i thought of giving up on you
But You're the fucking drug that I needed so I started building a train on you
Be the cloud baby rain on me
Through the mouth blow the pain off me
Even though you're bad for my health I'm doing this to myself so the blames on me

I love you even though you do me dirty
Cuz I got nothing else to hold on to
I got no one else to turn on to
Even though I try to get rid of you
I can't resist as I pleed
And you find a way back to me

It's funny how I say that I'll be quitting you tomorrow
But I try finding excuses cuz you are my pain and sorrow
Man you keep me on a harness
But I'm harder on myself than you would ever be regardless
Just name the brand and I'm on it
God you're all in my body
I've started smelling of you
The way I buy you as if I'm a poor guy searching for food
I'm in the mood of you 24/7
Name the time and the place
It's like a love and hate relationship
We build and we break
But as they say love is blind
I guess that's why I couldn't read the death warning on your packet the times that I took You
Held you loved you kept you inside of my pocket and my heart and my mind
You're the reason I survive

Heard a voice in my head it said quit
I'm a full blown addict I admit
Need to get off you before it's too late
But just so you know I love you my babe

I love you even though you do me dirty
Cuz I got nothing else to hold on to
I got no one else to turn on to
Even though I try to get rid of you
I can't resist as I pleed
And you find a way back to me