Hostage

Heavy is the mind that crawls up the walls
Cowering behind the tears that just won't leave
Heavy is the soul that withers away
Withers away

I've lived my life with a blindfold
I became something you possessed
Is this really the love we all long for?
Is this really what it feels like?

After all that you've done to me
I'll never fucking be the same
I'll never feel the same
We all long for a lie
A liе that blinds us all
A lie that corrupts our hearts and brings us to our knees

I'm just a failure
Why doеs everybody keep running away from me?
The fault in me suffocates the only chance I have to find myself

Follow me into my cage
Follow me into oblivion
Let me break you
Let me rip and tear until the cracks
Make you as ugly as me

One day, I will finally open up my eyes
Finding that the key is in the palm of my hand
The fault in me, will not define me anymore
I'll bury you far away from me
Far away from me

For a long time, I thought that I'd never regain my strength
But I'm stronger than I’ve ever been before
I won’t be your hostage anymore

I won’t be
I won’t be