To a Freshman

I can't be alone
I'm feelin alone inside my own home
It's me and my mom
And I'm on my own and nobody knows
I can't be alone
I'm feelin alone inside my own home
And that's how it goes
When stoners get broke and people don't show
To a freshman
This world might seem like a lot to take
U may seem down
And u might just break but that's ok
Cuz u might fuck up
But you'll get back up and fight more days
Cuz u gotta get hit
Otherwise u don't learn how to make tough plays
I started takin pills
I was down in the dumps I was down for the kill
I couldn't make it out
I was stuck in a loop and I just found out
The love of my life
Never loved me back and I just came down
I stayed getting high
As my time got short and my life's all out
But u already know
That doxa don't die to another mans hand
Even if that man is death himself I will still take a stand
Cuz I'm a leader
So I brought my fight and I got defeated
And I never wanna see it
But I still kept up I still kept my feet in
One more hit
I was ready to fall and never give up
But I had a new will
I'd make it alive and I'd always get up
I'd push to the limit
I'd work for the boss and do the sit ups
I'd do what it takes
I'd push up and run until I could not jump

Spent three weeks at camp I used it as time
My rehab my family they helped me survive
Shoutout to the fam shoutout Jackson five
Y'all helped me get thru y'all need to be live
It started with y'all I wanted to die
But Jesse came thru he helped me to strive
He worked like a brother and y'all were my hype
And Shoutout to layna for saving my life

I can't be alone
I'm feelin alone inside my own home
It's me and my mom
And I'm on my own and nobody knows
I can't be alone
I'm feelin alone inside my own home
And that's how it goes
When stoners get broke and people don't show

To a freshman
This all might seem like a lot
Bein told that one wrong move could put u dead inside a parking lot
But it ain't that bad
Cuz u got a whole army lined up on yo side
It's ok to be sad
Blood over water yea that's how we ride

Shout out to Garret who gave me a ride
And shout out konyayev who helped me survive
This is the song for people at night
Who sit up awake and wonder what's right
I'm telling u now exactly what's right you'll sink
And you'll drown unless u can fight so bring on the pain cuz doxa
Don't fall im takin my time until I get light

But I will not fall
No I will not fall
Death makes the call
But I will not fall
I will not fall