Beloved

[Intro: Sufjan Stevens]
There's only a shadow of me
In a manner of speaking, I am dead
Døves, Døves, Døves

[Verse 1: Wicca Phase Springs Eternal]
Honestly, I think today's the day I die
And you sleep through it all
'Cause you've been throwin' up all night
But, that's fine
Honestly, we're both sick to our stomach
Honestly, I love it
Honestly, if I could take it back I would chase you back
Nothin' ever seems to matter really
And now the curtains close (don't go)
Now my heart beats slow
GothBoiClique, take my soul
No one'll know

[Verse 2: Døves]
It was only a matter of time, before we cut each other out completely
(But I'm empty)
Tearin' my insides apart again
Twistin' my stomach with (valium)
Dark spirits and valium
I remember when you'd call me over
To houses of strangers with doors open
Just to sip on stolen liquor to warm us
And wander through the night, killin' off the dark
Sneakin' me into your bed
(Swear that I)
Lettin' me into your head
(Remember those nights)
Tellin' me we're all we had
(Taking my side)
Promises you never kept
(Taking my life)
But, I swear that I would die before you

[Bridge: Sufjan Stevens]
And when I am dead, come visit my bed
What can be said of my heart?

[Outro: Døves and Wicca Phase Springs Eternal]
GothBoiClique, heart so cold
I'ma die alone
(Nothing ever seems to matter really)
Money comin' in, medicine in hand
Sippin' antidote
I finally found my home
But I've been so alone
It's like I'm livin' on the road
Like I always overdose
Like I'm always comatose
Like you can't ever get close
Like you can't find the pulse
But you're still takin' off my clothes
Like you're searchin' for a soul
Just bury me in guilt
Set fire to this home
I swear, I never wanted it
I never should have called
Unholy are the ghosts
In hospital walls
Who hang over my head (I’m always)
And remind me I'm alone (cut open)