Soul Connection
Though I walk through the valley of death
I digress I’m finally getting some rest
Feeling down cause of stress got me upset
Just some shit to digest or shit to try n forget
Shift to stick my minds a miss
It’s on autopilot flying in a whisp
Just living through my Chest stuck in my Head
Collective Vision different eyes bent
Victim mindset fits like a glove on my hand
Sippin elixirs imprisoned fearing God no man
Difference is the source of fear stops with focus
Forgiveness seems fictitious to the hopeless
I ain’t superstitious I’m just hearing omens
No fake don’t boost ya image you lose permission
Potent nearing where my larynx is
The broken disassociated in delirium
Monkey paws tearing him
Money comas that’s hilarious
These Funky Ho’$ embarrassing
In need of a lucky soul be aware of it
Love yourself then keep sharing it
Self love must be know with how rare it is
Dismissing that C.R.E.A.M. shearing us
Wishing for dreams not real enough
Saw Her and my Heart stop Soul Connection on God
No co-dependence it’s not easy but take the hard walk
The softest kids swear they got it rough
Hard-knocks know what’s up from the bottom up
Esophagus coughing up bottles up
Hard thoughts bottled up
Barf it up if you got the guts
A hard pill to swallow
We’re all just Kids On Drugs lost again feeling shallow
Never landing on a hard spot hand reach for a bottle
Wished for love or something deeper from above
Strong spirits just not man enough
But still don’t give anything for a puff
Puff puff pass
Tough luck this is our path
One Love to everyone stuck in the past
Someone struggling due to Egos wraith
Life’s a Bitch and she’s fucking you
Ain’t that the fucking truth
People switch that’s nothing new
Real ones stick to my brother Cruz
Feel the Soul Connection from the other room
Feel the Soul Connection from the other room
Hangin by thread
What's left of the rope stuck in my head
Never thought we'd get ahead
But here we are closest to dead
In Apartment 4 still seein red
I thought it would never end
So far is has I can't pretend
These wounds don't deserve to be healed
But in the light of darkness my destiny revealed
Gotta keep writing that shi aint sealed
I gotta earn it I know that
That's why I put my Heart an Soul into this rap
Ima shoot an if I miss that's that
At least I know I tried
Not looking back wondering what could've been
That's why i'm forward with my sin
At least my daemon
Still looking for life's deeper meaning
The state of my immortal being
I wanna be honest without seeming
Like I only want the fame
Truth be told the thought has been in my brain
What its like to have fans
Guess ill find out one day gotta stick with the plan
Rather than grow old listening to others demand
Jus wanna be free of poverty
I know im the only one stopping me
Ill end up dead before that probably
Jus make sure CC on my tombstone
I'm used to growing up with lies
I'm still standing despite how hard life tries
Jus those who want me dead and who despise
Them same mfs be in my everyday life
All my bridges burnt an I set the flame
Like the prodigal son you'll remember my name
Compare me to Biggie or Pac
Dr. Dre or K. Dot
Life’s a Bitch and she’s fucking you
Ain’t that the fucking truth
People switch that’s nothing new
Real ones stick to my brother Cruz
Feel the Soul Connection from the other room
Feel the Soul Connection from the other room
Vibrating from the room and above it
The food in my stomach used to fuel my Medullas plummet
Cruz and my brothers true to our struggles
We moving like ripples in puddles rippin stupid rebbuttles
Took pennies flipping em and makin double
Ego smothered to mumbles
Concrete not obsolete in the jungle
In reach of the beast seeking trouble
Wild Cards mixed with the shuffle
Merit in tarot’s past life’s uncovered
Smiles gone the second I snuff it
Astral projections lift lucidity outta the rubble
I made it past it with the love of my mother
Tho I was just on the cusp of just ducking n running
I stayed cause of something
Wondering if it’s selfish to leave without discussion
Toned well your own hell ends from self destruction
Time will tell this self deprecation affects ya mental health
You been through hell
Well being gets through men to self
Mend yo self
