Shadows / Silhouettes

Won’t loose control

Lost my Ego when I grabbed ahold

Taught me that it hurts to grip the rope

So when I slip patron I’m best left alone

The next Indigo using these stepping stones

To break the mold

Head heavy the Crowns made of gold

Thirteen steps to ascend death

My debt paid in full

Adjacent to my role

The soul worth more than diamonds I’m told

Keep pulling strings and truths will unfold

Heartless

Be Mindful of the depth of the hole

Slip and misstep cut left to the end of your road

Shadows follow me all on my own

On my way to toke or produce these notes

My broken Heart makes the music grow

I’ve spoken art there’s always hope

CC where the pain and passion goes

Streetlights maintain their glow

These Heights hang above and below

Silhouettes run there coarse

Are all thoughts only yours

Darkness darts from light to source

In depression the low perspective made my

Hope diminish

I approach from the mind not the heart within soul consistent

Broken not folding I told you the weight on my shoulders holds persistent

Plenty heavy but never Bend me

I told you bitches

This verse for the only Soul that made me whole

Spirits intertwined

Egos left behind

I miss Her so

Beyond a Shadow of Doubt

Brought out the light in me

Frequency brought me off ground

My type of Queen

Crown Toppled So it seems

Now I watch in disbelief

Where my princess be

Not with me unfortunately

Caught myself watching blind lovers finding time too see

My mind reflects in retrospect

Our love so Divine I have no regrets

You looked so fine that two piece dress

Took my breath like right hook then left

Matured finer than wine lets let go and accept

Your the one that got away but heres the catch

You’ll always be in my heart

My love with you in that crystal on ya neck

I agree if it’s best for you

It’s best for me

I believe it’s meant to be

Go seek that degree

Sent that sketchy text my intuition sensed what’s next

Saw 999 and you know the rest

Wanna hold you close

Hold your breath

Push away just to pull you in

My Soul intact

Even it’s lacking holiness

Heard our mold laid to rest

Words chocked out instead

Throat chakra blocked hold your neck

Called you to vent to get shit off my chest

I love You to the moon and eternities end

Your energy in the music re-birthed a new gen

If our paths cross again

I’ll feel the spark on skin

Maybe walk and talk a bit

You got my heart of course you have a part in it

Part of me wishes we could start again

Hard to see you move on so quick

If I’m the plug you the conduit

It breaks my Heart you gotta split

I’m breaking bud but want your lips

Feeling in my fingertips make me reminisce

Missing prom night dancin in the midst of bliss

Don’t worry about me

I’ll fix mist with the spliff

I speak my mind in spite of the peace

But I swallow my grief

Caught off to the streets

Alone in the end the cycle gotta repeat

Lost in my head as I walk to the beat

Lately the journal been collecting dust

And that’s reflecting trust I had for myself

Friends and family

I just might wipe away the dust mites

Wipe away my tears

This what living in a husk like

This the end of the formalities

The transcending of reality

Future coffins for you and I after we boxed in with that suit and tie

Thinking about the option of suicide

Is it the key cause I’m locked in

Let’s go to the Aether it’s either do or die

A decision fueled with pride

But something few will try

Sparking the beat to make a living of the flame in dollars

Marching in the streets but we still burnt out

Sent to the grave in collars

I stumped the mark of the beast now I’m trynna Tame Impalas

Now life ain’t the same in all of my days

Use the blunt to light the way but I’m shadowed by the darkness beneath

Climbing out this man can get heartless steep

I’m drowning in this Ocean to be Frank

Can’t cover up with paint the emotions bleeding on the canvas until the art gets
Complete

Cosmick making a classic endeavor and that’s for the Akashic Records

Watch out for the trap it’s cheddar

Word to Pac

Them Dayz from the past get Better

In depression the low perspective made my

Hope diminish

I approach from the mind not the heart within soul consistent

Broken not folding I told you the weight on my shoulders holds persistent

Plenty heavy but never Bend me

I told you bitches

Fuckin told you

Gotta be aware to break the cycle

Ensnared in titles

Stare grown spiteful

That’s how the night goes

Despair insightful

Pride ain’t a perfect smile

Circle of Life bite you

I’m in flight-mode but can’t turn the dials

Going up in fire

Downwards spiral

Not my style

Trials and tribulations

Hiding pain just to face it

Higher Self want me hidin in the basement

Too many times find myself crying in anguish

They break ya Heart but never feel the same shit

Life ain’t fair based off how you take it

You gonna let healing make or break you

React positive and make some changes

Ego’s obligation to play the victim to make shift

My Perspective and main bitch switched

I know it hit you I’ll maintain my grip

I don’t blame a bit

Just a painless kid

Tryna make it through ignorance

It’s a hit or miss

The Bigger Picture ain’t picturesque

Always on my mind but don’t forget

A broken heart will mend

Hurts the most to lay to rest the time we spent

Silhouettes foreshadow my untimely end

Psilocybin Ego death in battle with my minds regrets

What did you expect

Silenced by pseudo-Feds

To grow I had to use the Steps

My future proves the rest

Truth is where the music went