We LIVN (Ian’s Song)

It started with 1:
Thought that maybe this could be possible
Disregarded the past, I released all the obstacles
Just believed in myself, never thought it was probable
My confidence created something I felt was unstoppable
2:
Decades, almost is what it took
For me to let loose, finally get off the hook
Open a closed page, write in an old book
Give me the inspiration then finally stop acting shook then
3 times;
Attempts to get it started
I kept fuckin up, felt like I was retarded
Contemplating if I wasn't cut out to become an artist
Going into new territory that I had never charted
4 or more
I can't really recall
But thats number of believed that I'll do it al
Gave me the inspiration, realized I couldn't quit
I started being selfless, invested the way they did then
5 months, into 2012...
I had a gut feeling I finally could do this well
Looked at my insecurities, told em to go to hell
And then on the 6th day? guess what finally fell...
4 Letters
Turned into 1 word
By my boy with 3 letters in his name cause when he heard
He knew I wasn't kiddin', First though that I was trippin
Til' I looked straight at him and said my nigga we LIVN