A Devastating Year

I've been so hurt
Help me make up
my mind
I've been so hurt

I've been destroyed
Dragged right down to
the ground
I've been annihilated
It's not reciprocated
Cut to the bone
As a matter of fact
Can't play a role
I don't know how to act
Torn up and worn out
It's time to roll out
Hit another wrong turn
When I hit the wrong route

I've been so hurt
Help me make up
my mind
I've been so hurt

It's been a devastating year
The mirror ain't broke
But it ain't clear
And you ain't here
More than a faint fear
What's headed my way
On this path I steer
Collect every tear
In a plastic flask
On my knees praying
At a drastic mass
I thought it passed at last
Must've thought too fast
Now I'm twice as stuck
And put back on blast

It's been a devastating year