Seance

I miss you-it's been so long-how are you-
l'm fine-been out her so long-I remember us
together-so green there-so black there-
I just wonder how long I can go on-I think of you
always-I think of mother and patepa and gordon-
is he ok- I live in dreams now and try to
remember every detail of the past-I try to make
a perfect memory of everything that has gone
before-
now so far away from life-how many in the
hole now, falling off the earth like old men with
no history-do you remember-was I ever there
or am I dreaming-you must remember for me
because I'm losing days-help me o'er that
bridge it is too far-I can not make it-one step
two steps-three steps-am I breathing-is this
a god I see crawling to my grave on hands and
knees and falling falling falling out of llight and
into darkness-hold me hold me ghosts of love
and lovely eyes can hold me in the sun when life
is done my angel are you there can you hear me
I am far away but not too far for dreams-
your face your face-grab me by the hand I will show you
where I am-darkness darkness-feel the wind
my angel are you there-hear my breathing-
I am near you waiting waiting see me smiling
smiling Sun is everywhere... Now they take me
down the Stairs... slowly, slowly-hold me,
hold me near... is that my judge? He sees me...