I Know the Feeling, Do You?

I know this feeling of falling apart
It's when they pull all your veins from the heart
And you just lose it all to the dark
I know the feeling of falling apart

I know the feeling of losing it all
It's when you drop all on your knees and bawl
Pulling back no matter how far you crawl
That is the feeling of losing it all

Who do I turn too when I start to call?
No one can hear me, no, never at all
I sit alone with the drinks at the bar
Wonder how have I made it this fucking far
That is the feeling of losing it all

I have no money to buy me the life
Of wonders, of luxury, I want the lie
Just to forget how much that I wanna die
I want the lie, I want the lie, I want to fucking die