Old Scent

There’s a ring in the back of my ears that will last for the rest of my years
There’s a scent of nicotine that will last till I’m not here
And I can feel a hot one, bringing me down, but anyway
As of today, I can honestly say I’ve given up on giving in

And what’s it mean to burning clean after almost two calendar years
And all the things that I used to love just fill me with trembling fear
And I think I forgot who, I used to be, but anyway
And every year it becomes more clear that I’ve gotten away from me

And I know now that I’ve done wrong
It sucks that it took so long

So my bad for the things that I had that I let slip through my hands
And to the years that I lost in fear of changing who I am
And I can feel my heart pound, beating me down, but anyway
So that’s it I took a human shit on myself, that’s who I am

And I know that I’ve done wrong