Raising Fear

My fear
Born in my head
It's rise
It does not give me live
Leave
Go away from me
I can't
Deal with you

You go
Into the death side
You promise to
Release my head
No
Leave me alone
Go away
Please go away

I am sick, my fear is pushing me into the death side
My thoughts are run around her harder
Release myself and I release others from me
I am weak, it is only way out

I'm pulling my hand to you
You can't escape me this time

No, this is not a solution, I won't give up
I'm fighting with myself
Not yet, not this time
I want to live, still want to live