​​​​beneath the surface ​

So when you lay me to rest
I'd only hope it was worth it
All those sleepless nights
Where demons came to life would be over
But for now they're in my chest
Locked away beneath the surface
It's been killing me all along
If you thought that I was strong
Well, you're wrong
And I hate that I put up a front
Cuz It really isn't fun
To be fighting all alone inside my head
When It's all said and done
And there's nowhere I could run to
Will I smile in the end
Will it matter when I'm dead