​already tired ​

I just woke up and I'm already tired
Feel sick from my head down to my stomach
The longer I stay in bed

Forget what I said about all the goals I met
They don't mean a thing to me anymore
I know that's bad

But you don't have to tell me that
I already know i'm too hard on myself
I'm stubborn to ask for help
When it's offered i swear that I'm doing
Oh so well then push them away, yeah

I just woke up but I wish that I didn't
I haven't ate in a while
But the kitchen feels so far i hear your car
Are you already leaving?
It's two in the afternoon
I should get up soon, I know

You don't have to tеll me that
I already know I nevеr fucking changed
I know that I'm not alone
But it feels like I am
I fucking hate my brain
So push me away, yeah just push me away