Ready (Prod. Alex Dugdale)

I told you already
I've been here already
Lost my ability
Sleep none January February
Could you tell I was damaged by the way walked
Eyes buried heavy stepping
Old school Adidas bag Jealousy Harmony shorts
The fit fly fly birds wanna perch
At my nest looking for the worm
Hop on the fence 7am fly miles away
Your never gonna see me in reality
Only lurk on the net burn birch
Surround myself with the webs
I'm playing with pencils for fun
We benefit from patterns earth design
Your worth the time girl pass me a twig
I'll draw your face in the mud
Skin tone dirt if I could go back I would
Rain rinsed away the path we took it's ok
I know another way
Thought I was dialled in but the line don't work
Hear your voice in the wind it never went away
Chalkdust mist in the air I cloud search for your face
Trace on a page
Told you already
I've been here already
Told you
I've been
Don't know if I'm ready
But you never are even when you are
I'll be honest I wake up and forget to pray
Not gonna face the mirror it's hard to fact that
Life's an artefact mirror screaming hate so I
Look away back turned
Ain't tryna the face truth I'mma bury that
They say every days a new day but if every days the same
How the fuck are you gonna change?
New day I'll rely on Hades
Hate on myself with ease spend some ps to find peace in trees
Eventually, them leaves catch fire
Whatever your running from will reach leave you flat
Like a nail in ya tire slow burn
We all just slow burning till supernova
Write something so true the page caught fire
Writing something my past self can learn from
So my current self become wiser
Just practise