Jealousy

[Verse 1]
Go head bring me pressure, yuh
Oh yeah so depressed because
I just keep on messing up
Hope you heard my message, yuh
I'm not fucking letting up
I need all the extra love
Yes because
Feel like I don't get enough
Let me get ahead for once
That would be my preference

[Chorus]
I'm okay
They're no names
Numb the pain
Novacaine

[Verse 2]
I think that it's jealousy
Think I'm finally pressuring
Them to come and get me
My expression's deafening
Loud as what she said to me
I need you to bless me
Fuck me, touch me sexually
In life I want the best things
But is time worth investing
Yeah I guess unless we
Yeah I guess unless we dont

[Verse 3]
Mind this time of day
I find myself alone
Products to the face
The doctor for my soul yuh
Mindset is erased
Birdwatching the crows
Target for a gaze
Locksmith for the doja
The grass in which I lay
Is relatively grown
And properly maintained
For god and all to know
That im fine on my own

[Outro]
I know its anxiety
At least when im in private things
Always feel so empty
Tryna do it quietly
And my defiance silencing a void tryna invent things ya
But I think its done plenty enough