I Pretend

[Chorus]
Heaven is but a dream, life
Never is what it seems like
Numb in your company
Never enough for me
I honestly really just need time
Honestly really just need ti-ime

[Verse]
I don’t know where it goes
Stable, but I barely hold
I don’t wanna fear my doubts
Should I even care by now?
She gonna let him go
I been seen that episode
You make me feel so divided
Can’t breathe no Coronavirus
You act like you close your eyes shut
I pretend to open mine up
You tell me it’s hard to find you
That’s your fault, may I remind you
I take time you’re borderline, yuh
You and I go for a drive once
All alone, 2000 Honda
High on pills, hate marijuana
I swear I refuse to show you
Parts of me that I stay close to
My mood swings and oxycodone
High two weeks, took lots of photos
Took lots of photos
High two weeks, took lots of pho-tos

[Chorus]
Heaven is but a dream, life
Never is what it seems like
Numb in your company
Never enough for me
I honestly really just need time
Honestly really just need ti-ime

[Outro]
I don’t know where this goes
Stable, but I barely hold
I don’t wanna fear my doubts
Should I even care by now?
She's gonna let him go
I been seen that episode
And, you make me feel so divided
Can’t breathe no Coronavirus