Not Coming Back

[Verse 1]
I don’t mind that I got off track
Because I won’t be coming back
And death is always on my mind
I will become a blink in time
The wedding’s over, the sun is sinking
The holy water is not for drinking
Believe in nothing, believe in nothing at all
I don’t

[Verse 2]
I mean it like a heart attack
Because I won’t be coming back
The shedding of this pale veneer
No need for any souvenirs or my wrists
Lift the gun to my lips
Believe in nothing, believe in nothing at all

[Chorus]
Because I don’t know anything
I don’t know anything honestly
I don’t know what you could want from me
I don’t know how it will ever be
Just like before I knew that there was no going back

[Verse 3]
So dress me up in only black
And burn my skin and peel it back
I can’t hear over the song they’re singing
The moment’s passed, now there’s no more thinking
Believe in nothing
Believe in nothing
Believe in nothing

[Chorus]
Because I don’t feel anything
I don’t feel anything honestly
I don’t know what you could want from me
I don’t know how to pretend to be
Before I pulled back my loving hands
Before I wasted your second chance
Before the nightmare inside my head
Before a life barely lived instead
Before I squander another year
Before I sabotage my career
Before the last gasp of empathy
Before it ends in a killing spree
Because I don’t know how I ever could bring it back

[Outro]
And now they’re gone and they’re not coming ba-