Stationed

Take me
To johnny
Love me
And hold me
Want him
To save me
Make me
Behave please
Teach me
I can be
Just like
They want me
Eternal station
My ever changing

I'll never
Put it down
Again
This habit dies
My only friend
I need this
More than
I need you
The biggest pill
I chose to
Chew

Wanting to
Dry off
Clothing
So rough
Somewhere
A new one
To cradle
My heart
Conducting
Research
Begging
My teacher
Please let
Me please her
Know i
Could be worse

This smoke
And poison
Fill my life
Feeding
This habit
All the time
I could not
Part with
What is left
My stockpile
Drowned
Inside the wreck