Was Good

I've been in my head these days let me be frank
I hold a lot in me I swear I'm made up of pain
I fill the void in me with weed and probably some drank
I made a lot of mistakes, whatever I'm trying to change
I'm trying to do my best to show you I ain't the same
And If I die tomorrow, I love you won't mean a thing
Cause why I had to die before you told me you felt the same?
Cause when I was alive you laughed right in my face
When I said that I loved you you told me that I was playing
Yeah, actions speak louder ain't really much else to say
They love you when you gone and hate on you when you stay
I thought that I was good so how I'm next to the flames
Spent a lot of time grinding, my hair tuning to gray
I still keep grinding though I never ascertained
Only 20 streams in total pile up by the day
What a shame
Aye
Was good anymore
Was good
Bad habits
Yea I know was good
Fake friends never ask me was good
All my life I've been told was good
I think I care too much was good
Yea I'm staring at these charts was good
I'm trying to make my art
And still become a star
I'm trying to figure out what's good
Good man good man
Is he I?
I'm sorry for the past
Do you mind?
Forgive me if you can
I'm out my mind
I'm not a little man
But I might cry
Do you understand why I try?
Even though it looks like I won't fly
I still aim high
Trying to reach God
I'm alive until I die
Was good anymore
Was good
Bad habits
Yea I know was good
Fake friends never ask me was good
All my life I've been told was good
I think I care too much was good
Yea I'm staring at these charts was good
I'm trying to make my art
And still become a star
I'm trying to figure out what's good