Eat You Alive

When I asked nobody came
When I asked nobody came
One of these days I might just do it
Out my mind I might just lose it
Grab the glock and aim it at my head
Put no thought into it
How my life not in a ruin
Paint a picture I'ma do it
Picture growing up with low self esteem and confusion
Picture losing all your friends
Picture always feeling shame
Even when you weren't to blame
Picture never getting paid
Picture always getting slaved
Picture never feeling love
All you ever knew was pain
All you ever knew was pain
Wasn't meant like this
I ain't supposed to wanna die like this
Traumatized, I'm borderline I'm trying to find why my life a mess
Trying times my mind is fried I got high but I still feel stress
I tried to call my brother but he ain't answer I feel he know me best
I would've called my mom but we ain't talking
But why I see her face staring crying at my coffin
I'll just finish the bottle
Get her image out my noggin
I don't see no way to stop it
So I'm drinking till it's foggy
Hell is probably where they want me
I'm the one that **** big cuzzo took the blame
I can never do right, how he end up in a cage
I was supposed to do the time but he told me he was fine
Nine years he about to jump but cancer took him in his prime
God real he know I'm on my way
A bit afraid but I'ma pull it even if I end in flames
When it rains yeah it pours so the light goes away
Kill the pain, needed help but when I asked nobody came
When I asked nobody came
When I asked nobody came
When I asked nobody came
Don't let the pain eat you alive
Don't let it take you on your last ride
While you're striving to realize you're still in your prime
Before you're penalized, criticized or victimized
Don't let the pain eat you alive
Don't let it push you to your finish line
Don't let it find you when you were too busy trying to hide
Even though life itself doesn't last a long time
Don't let the pain eat you alive