I'M SORRY, I WANT YOU

8:30 AM I'm already drinking
My soul looking at me like what are you thinking
And I didn't think there was anymore sinking
But I think deception has already began
Already already already tweaking
They looking at me like why are you tweaking
He don't want me and its fine
Not really, I'm still losing my mind
I deserve better than this but I'm fucked up
I deserve better than this but my lucks up
I need sedatives to stop blood pump
I might find some value as cum dump
I might crush some valium go numb numb
I might up the volume and bump bump
I might touch the powder go bump bump
I've found love for me is a tundra
If I was a real girl I don't think this would be issue
If I was born with pussy maybe you would let me kiss you
But sometimes the way you look at me feels like I'll spend life with you
But its probably just delusion, another fusion of my issues

Bitch I hate that I miss you at all
I wish I could leave you alone
Hate that I miss you at all
Miss miss miss you at all